In year 12 (age ~17) I decided to apply to be Head Girl at my school. At first I wasn’t going to apply, I was totally petrified to do so and I figured there was no point putting myself under the stress; but because of that very reason – I decided I would apply after all. The last thing I ever wanted to do was to shy away from something due to fear. The process wasn’t too complicated: we did a speech in front of our year group on any topic of our choice, a group discussion task, and then a few people got through to round two which I think involved an interview. As I was most scared about doing the speech, I put all of my energy into this; I chose to speak about our generation’s obsession with celebrity news – how comes there’s people dying in the world but we’re all just interested in whether or not Lindsay Lohan was drunk coming out of that club yesterday? (And this was back when LL/Paris Hilton/Britney Spears were celebrity news). I’m going to be honest, I think I banged my speech. Afterwards the head teacher of my school told me on two separate occasions that my speech was really good, and I was also getting approached by people I didn’t really speak to often who reiterated this fact too. The group task was good, I wouldn’t say it was anything special, because what was special was my speech.
The other day I decided to try on my graduation dress. I graduated almost 2 years ago now but the significance of this dress is that it actually kick started my health and fitness journey. Some people have a lot more interesting stories to share as to why they decided to start taking care of their bodies – but mine was simple, I just didn’t feel like myself in my own body anymore. We’re quickly approaching the 1 year mark of the start of my journey, and when this comes of course I’ll do a full break down of the year, how everything started and where I hope to be headed; but in a nutshell, when I started working full time I completely stopped caring about my health and fitness. My diet was atrocious and I’d work out for maybe half an hour every two weeks – I started to feel like I totally wasn’t myeslf in my body and when I could no longer fit into my graduation dress (and I mean, at all) from only a year prior, I decided then that I (personally) wanted to make a change. Who knew a year of bad habits would lead to one of the best decisions I’ve ever made for myself?